Feeling of guilt for the first time due to a cruelty; a story of empathy

What truly enhances the magic of childhood memories is the vibrant interaction with peers, those kindred spirits sharing the same age. Yet, for a boy who finds no constancy until the age of five, the world takes on a different hue, weaving an intricate tapestry of emotions throughout his life. In the bustling cities during 90’s, where loneliness often loomed large, children found solace in the flickering glow of televisions. Meanwhile, those who embraced the Flat culture discovered camaraderie in the courtyards, hobby classes, and private parks, forging connections that made their childhood experience all the more enriching.

There might be lot of elders to take care; relatives, family friends or a random visitor. But, it would be a moment of wonder to a child in his age 3 when he get some freedom to interact with another guy from the nearby age group for the first time. An age gap of one year younger sounds as a difficulty in understanding for a cousin brother. That feeling of guilt when a tiny creature you are talking for the first time do not talk back becomes a life lesson which generates a feeling of insult for an elder one. A push or hit with bare hand or with something in hand might be a spontaneous reflex reaction for the silence experienced. There is a moment of ego blast which turns to the sprouts of kindness when the same little guy do not respond back with any harsh response in return other than an innocent stare. But that emotional break down due to empathy from that innocent stare leads to a feeling of connection that creates trauma or trust issue when someone else responds for every word or act.

But that wound will not heals quickly if that little guy is on a short visit for one or two days before going abroad and by the time got placed in the heart beyond a cousin and as a sibling. Relatively, in a locality spanning just 0.2 square miles, there is a vibrant community of over 50 children. Despite some challenges in resources and job opportunities, 44 of these children have had the exciting chance to relocate with their families, exploring new environments even abroad. Among the remaining six, three were thriving at boarding schools and eagerly return to the neighborhood during monthly holidays or vacations. The unique differences that have developed among the children over the years foster a rich variety of interactions, helping them grow and learn from one another in delightful ways.

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    A successful business is not the one which captures the entire market and establish a monopoly. Because ‘trade and aids to trade’ is something with a wide meaning. When one trade related to an engineering unit which manufactures a wrist watch which is basically a time machine flourish, all the connected aspects need to be developed with it.

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    Tax on begging? Never. Exemptions on purchase? That too never!

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    The New Economic Disasters- A context from India

    It was with curiosity that a Google search was initiated for finding the GSTIN with a state code that starts with 99. The matter is around a bill receipt that was received against the domain name registered in a popular platform ‘WordPress.com’ for the blog I used for creating content. The same GST number that have not been noticed last year when subscription was received at 90% discount. It is to be noted that the bill is only for registration and renewal of domain name. Availing the premium services or monetization of the website/blog (which is somewhat treated similar to making money from online gaming or gambling) need other subscriptions. The standard GSTIN is a 15 digit alphanumeric code that starts with the state code. In case if the GSTIN belongs to a non resident then the ‘N’ will be highlighted at the appropriate space in the GSTIN. 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It was with immense pride that our leadership clapped hands for reporting formats like xbrl by companies like Infosys, TCS, etc. Yes, it was of course secure. But, one day when our female workforce who are behind the development and maintenance of software system was negotiated by some groups for their advantage it was not only their personal modesty that got troubled. It was the national security that got breached. Since it was an act that has the potential to threaten and destroy entire Indian economy, specifically through banking, such culprits need to be treated under UAPA itself. But, the network which want to derail our security tries constantly for our degradation. Some of the countries that share border with India have enmity towards us from the earlier days. Earlier, it was only our citizens who were there at other countries especially in the Arab regions co-existed with them and have communications with those citizens from such countries which have enmity towards us. 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It still remains suspicious and together with it a new challenge in the form of cyber space was really a terrible hit. The system has not acquired such development to employ the majority of its citizens into government sponsored jobs throughout this decades. It was when we are going through such a context that we got hit by a cockroach remark towards that category of unemployed youth. The countrymen who crossed the national boundaries for employment due to lack of required amenities in the country would also be needed to get dignified if they return back due to overcrowd of Indians in such countries, non receipt of salary and incomes due to geopolitical issues, etc.

    Is Ethanol E20/E30 refined

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